eBaying for Dollars

I need cash!!! I'm selling stuff on eBay. Putting up a number of listings over the next few days. Check 'em out and buy some crap: My eBay junk. Spread the word!

fading rays of light

i wish my soul was never so
that i did not live in ashes
cold and lost all things I love
or distant
hardly seen

every minute an age
yet somehow days are fleeting
gone
always gone
empty past
empty coming

i wait for nothing
i move toward nothing
i long for everything
i cry for me
for this world
where i can never be
not really
not known
not wanted
wishing to be cold

worthless words
unheard thoughts
work undone
and broken hearts
i am this
and more
so much more
but better things are held in darkness
as hope is the prisoner of Pandora's box
unopened
there is no hope

Blarg+++

I'm even more depressed than usual. I'm sick of eating and breathing and being - more than usual. I'm not up to really communicating with anyone in my "real" world. I hope no one thinks I'm ignoring them, I just have less worthwhile to say than usual. Actually I have nothing at all worthwhile to say as should be evident by this post.

There's more than one way to skin a toolbar

This is my current StumbleUpon toolbar skin for Firefox. I made it without much regard for the original toolbar colors and forms. This toolbar is the most logical to me and all icons are distinct enough to not be confusing.

This skin is packed with the latest StumbleUpon bar (1.9992) for easy installation. Click the image to download. Save it to your computer then drag the file into your Firefox browser window to install. Restart Firefox and you'll have the new button graphics.

Stumbling Towards Ecstasy

Agh, I'm still neglecting my own site. Of late, it's partly been because I'm now addicted to StumbleUpon.com Check out my page there and you'll see I have been busy somewhere at least: hand-head-man.stumbleupon.com